When
my friend Michele’s military husband was deployed for a year, leaving her with
four kids at home, and away from their families, she shared this story:
There were times when I felt like I could not catch my
breath as panic set in. Bitterness had taken root in my heart. The
reality of my current life situation compounded with the many unknowns in our
future set me into a tail spin. Well meaning friends would ask how they
could help us and all I wanted to do was scream to them, "I do not want
your help, I want my husband home!" I am pretty sure there were times that
my children thought about the phone-a-friend option! I am pretty sure
that if anyone on the outside had seen our reality they would have questioned
my stability.
And then God spoke to my heart.
Through a military
spouse-specific devotion book I purchased and His perfect timing, I found the
reassurance that I needed. God cares, and He was just as sad as I was.
And maybe even angry as well. He
does not desire to see His people hurt, but He does desire to see them grow.”
In learning to
hear God we need to remember how much He loves us. He cares about the details
of our lives. He cares if we are stressed and overwhelmed. He cares about our
relationships. He cares about our kids, our marriages, our jobs and our
ministries. There is not a pit of depression too deep that He can’t speak to
us.
The devotion
book Michele read reminded her of how much God loved and cared for her and that
He was sad about her life circumstances as well. Knowing that made all the difference
to her. We have a God who cares and empathizes with us. Yet, He is strong
enough to be our strength when we are weak. He is our Guide when we need
direction. He is our comfort when we hurt. He is a father to the fatherless,
and our friend when we are lonely.
This is how God showed His love among us: He sent his one
and only son into the world that we might live through Him. This is love: not
that we loved God, but that He loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice
for our sins. 1 John 4:9
To read the rest of Michele’s story or to check out her
blog, click here.
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How about you? Have you heard God’s voice when you were in a
pit of depression? What did God say to you? Please share in the comments below.
This is day 28 in the series
about Hearing God. It is part of the write31days.com writing challenge. To read the other posts in this series, click the links
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Day
1: Take Off Your Sandals
Day 2: God in the Grocery Store
Day 3: God in the Grocery Store - Part2
Day 4: Peeking During Prayer
Day 5: How Do We Know God's Voice?
Day 6: A Young Mom, Toddler Toys and Hearing God
Day 7: Hearing God When Making Decisions
Day 8: Lining Up Those Ducks
Day 9: Hearing God for Our Kids
Day 10: God or Genie in a Bottle?
Day 11: The Perfect Day to Hear God
Day 12: Hearing God in a Crisis
Day 13: 7 Ways to Test an Impression
Day 14: Remote Assignment
Day 15: God's Silence
Day 16: Hearing God While Dating
Day 17: Hearing God Bible Verses
Day 18: What Others Say About Hearing God
Day 19: Hearing God Through Distractions
Day 20: Hearing God as a Child
Day 21: Hearing God in Confusion
Day 22: Hearing God's Encouraging Voice
Day 23: Hearing God on a Tractor
Day 24: An Email Confirmation
Day 25: Do You Really Want to Hear From God?
Day 26: Why Hear God?
Day 27: Are You Texting God?
Day 28:
Day 29:
Day 30: Desperate to Hear God
Day 31: Desperate to Hear God (Part 2)
Day 2: God in the Grocery Store
Day 3: God in the Grocery Store - Part2
Day 4: Peeking During Prayer
Day 5: How Do We Know God's Voice?
Day 6: A Young Mom, Toddler Toys and Hearing God
Day 7: Hearing God When Making Decisions
Day 8: Lining Up Those Ducks
Day 9: Hearing God for Our Kids
Day 10: God or Genie in a Bottle?
Day 11: The Perfect Day to Hear God
Day 12: Hearing God in a Crisis
Day 13: 7 Ways to Test an Impression
Day 14: Remote Assignment
Day 15: God's Silence
Day 16: Hearing God While Dating
Day 17: Hearing God Bible Verses
Day 18: What Others Say About Hearing God
Day 19: Hearing God Through Distractions
Day 20: Hearing God as a Child
Day 21: Hearing God in Confusion
Day 22: Hearing God's Encouraging Voice
Day 23: Hearing God on a Tractor
Day 24: An Email Confirmation
Day 25: Do You Really Want to Hear From God?
Day 26: Why Hear God?
Day 27: Are You Texting God?
Day 28:
Day 29:
Day 30: Desperate to Hear God
Day 31: Desperate to Hear God (Part 2)
Ohhh, such tender thoughts. I don't know how military families get through deployments. Clearly--with difficulty. I love that your friend found support and encouragement that devotional book. Depression is tough. Honestly, I've not experienced deep depression ... but in my desperate times, it is the whisper of God's voice, the sense of His presence, the right song on the radio, that encouraged me.
ReplyDeleteI agree Dianne. Thanks!
DeleteGod is faithful and oh, so gracious. If we will just listen for His voice, He WILL speak!
ReplyDeleteAnd I am so grateful he does! Thanks for letting me share your story Michele!
DeleteI have only experienced one bout of depression--and I think that God whispered to me quietly all along so that I never slipped too far into the pit.
ReplyDeleteThat is good. Thanks for reading.
DeleteDepression is horrid - so glad your friend found help!
ReplyDeleteI find the full range of emotions in the Psalms very helpful
ReplyDeleteYes, I love the Psalms too Barbara.
DeleteAs a military spouse who also struggles with depression, I can totally relate. Oh how God has grown me through "single" parenting 8 children while Daddy was at war.
ReplyDeleteI bet He has! But I'm sure you are closer to God now and trust Him more than you did before. Blessings to you Elizabeth!
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