Showing posts with label God is in control. Show all posts
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Saturday, October 29, 2016

"Worn" by Tenth Avenue North- Brian McLean - Danced by Nicole Casanova



Brian McLean singing at a Living Free service at 
Sagebrush Church. 
To read his story of how God changed him, Click Here.

This is part of a series called 31 Days of Change. To read others in this series, click the links below. 
Click here to read about Hearing God.

Day 1:   He Did What?!
Day 9:   Depression to Joy
Day 12:  Holding His Hand
Day 13:  Changed
Day 17:  Never the Same
Day 18:  The C Word
Day 19:  Punk to Pastor
Day 23:
Day 24:  All Fired Up
Day 29:  Brian Singing "Worn" by Tenth Ave. North
Day 30:
Day 31:


Thanks for stopping by,

Friday, October 28, 2016

A Little Hope Goes a Long Way in Prison


          (This is the continuation of Brian’s story. To start reading from the beginning,  click here.)








         After two years in prison, he was sent to a seven-month Federal Boot Camp Program. It was designed to break 18-year-old out of control punks. Brian was 39 years old. It was every bit as grueling physically and mentally as the 10-week military boot camps, only it lasted twice as long. But God was with Brian, and gave him strength and stamina to endure everything they put him through.



         When he completed the boot camp program, he was released to a halfway house in southern New Mexico. Finally, he made it back to Albuquerque, where his wife and daughter were waiting for him. They faithfully attended the church where they were baptized. They grew in their love for the Lord and their knowledge of the Bible.



         Singing praise songs to God had always been a meaningful part of Brian’s Christian walk. He began volunteering with the worship team on Sunday mornings. The church offered him a job doing janitorial and maintenance work. He worked in that position for seven years, and continued to volunteer singing with the worship band.



         Everyone who met Brian, could tell there was something special about him. He had a humbleness and peace that showed he walked closely with the Lord. He was an encourager and genuinely cared about people. When he sang worship songs you could see his deep love for the Lord. He is a picture of Luke 7:47, where Jesus said the sinful woman loved much, because she had been forgiven much.



         After seven years working at the church, one of the Pastors asked Brian if he would put together a band for the new mid-week service they would be starting called Living Free. It would be geared toward people with hurts, hang-ups and habits who wanted to break free and live their life for the Lord. Brian jumped at the opportunity. He put together a band, with and for people who worshiped the Lord desperately and authentically. This was real worship with people who held nothing back, but were grateful to be forgiven and praised God for giving them a second chance and a new life in Christ. Brian loved leading worship and being part of the praise team.

Brian singing.


         As the church grew, they opened a campus in Brian’s old neighborhood, where he used to deal drugs years ago. They asked him if he would lead worship for that campus on Sunday mornings, as well as continuing to lead worship on Wednesday nights at Living Free. As time when on, it became clear to everyone, that Brian was called by God to shepherd and Pastor the people in his old neighborhood. He is now the Campus Pastor of the Sagebrush Highland Church.

         It was hard for him to give up leading worship because praising the Lord through music had always been deeply meaningful to him. God brought him full circle. In a neighborhood that he used to destroy with drugs, he now brings hope and healing through Jesus. It has been a wild ride for him. God doesn’t waste any of our experiences and He has a plan for redeeming everyone. Brian sees the irony in the fact that he can stand outside the church and see the patch of land where he used to deal drugs.

         It can be overwhelming and depressing at times. This neighborhood has the highest percentage of people being released from jail. Drugs and crime are prevalent. People are desperate, sometimes just looking for their next meal for themselves or their children. The church is there to help, both practically and spiritually. They have a food pantry with free clothes, household items and food for families in need. A medical team provides free medical and dental care. There are vans to pick people up who don’t have transportation to the church. They started a Living Free ministry at that location to bring help and healing from addictions and other challenges.

         Brian says people ring the doorbell to his office all day long. They come in one by one and, as Brian shares with them, they give their life to the Lord. It amazes him. Life has been hard, but God has been good. Brian and his wife have been together for 29 years, which is unheard of with most addictions and incarcerations.

         A Bible verse that is meaningful to him is Psalm 139:9-10:

“If I ride the wings of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest ocean,
even there your hand will guide me, and your strength will support me.”

Click here to listen to Brian sing Worn, by Tenth Avenue North.

Has God redeemed your life from where you used to be?
What has been the biggest change He has made in your life?




This is part of a series called 31 Days of Change. To read others in this series, click the links below. 
Click here to read about Hearing God.

Day 1:   He Did What?!
Day 9:   Depression to Joy
Day 12:  Holding His Hand
Day 13:  Changed
Day 17:  Never the Same
Day 18:  The C Word
Day 19:  Punk to Pastor
Day 23:
Day 24:  All Fired Up
Day 28:  A Little Hope Goes a Long Way in Prison
Day 30:
Day 31:









Wednesday, October 26, 2016

All Fired Up - Part 3

This is the conclusion of this story. To start at the beginning, click here.

         The next day his lawyer told Jeff* he should go to Al-Anon, a program for family members of alcoholics. At first he resisted and was too proud. He thought, “I’m not the one who needs counseling. She is the alcoholic, not me.” But he knew he had to do something.

         The first night he drove to the meeting place and sat outside in his car. He didn’t want to go in. Part of him thought, “You don’t need this. You have your daughter now. You are in control.” After he watched some other young people walk in, he felt compelled to go in and check it out. He didn’t say anything that first meeting, just sat and listened. He was relieved to hear there were people in worse situations than his. He learned you can’t control or force an alcoholic to change. That was out of his control. He could stop enabling her though. They asked him to choose a Higher Power, so he chose the Lord.

         He started praying to God to help him. He was finally able to sleep at night.

         One day a guy called Jeff and said Anita was passed out in his car and he wanted Jeff to come get her. Jeff didn’t want anything to do with her and told the guy to call 911. A little while later the guy called back and said he didn’t want to get in trouble by having a drunk woman in his car. Jeff drove to where she was. She woke up and started yelling at Jeff in the parking lot. A nearby restaurant called the police. Since Anita was on probation, they arrested her.

         While Anita was in jail, she wrote Jeff a long letter apologizing for everything. She understood she had a problem with alcohol and was finally willing to go to rehab. In rehab, she met some women from a church who talked to her about God. It was like she woke up and became a completely different person. She started believing in God while she was in rehab.

         Jeff realized he still loved her and wanted to pursue the relationship. In Al-Anon he learned if he was going to have a relationship with a recovering alcoholic, he had to let go of his anger at things that happened in the past. The two of them went to couple’s counseling. When she found out she was pregnant again, Anita said, “Maybe we should go to church.” Jeff, remembering John 3:16, and acknowledging that he believed in God, said, “No, I’m good.”

         Jeff’s sister invited them to church. He didn’t want to go, but remembered attending church with his grandmother when he was young, so he let their daughter go. She came home singing songs she learned and talking about the Bible stories she heard. She loved going to church. After a few weeks, Anita started attending as well. He saw a change in her. She had more peace and patience. They didn’t fight and argue like before.

         After seeing Anita change, Jeff decided to go to church on Easter. He felt like the Pastor was talking directly to him. He learned God is love, and loved him. Up until that time he only knew the fear of God. He didn’t know God wanted a personal relationship with him. Jeff understood he needed to ask God to forgive him, and he also knew he couldn’t keep living his life the way he was. He started reading his Bible and learned more about this great God.



        
         After a year of attending church, Jeff and Anita decided to get married. Jeff joined a men’s group and learned to study the Bible. He learned that to be a man who followed God, he had to walk with God.

         Jeff and Anita’s lives and family have changed dramatically. They are committed to following the Lord. They were baptized and are actively serving in their church. After seeing their lives changed, many of their family members started attending church and found the love of Jesus also. Jeff says the biggest change is he lost his anger and rage. He has none of that anymore. He says he still has plenty of things he needs to work on, but he no longer has that sense of needing to get revenge, even when someone cuts him off in traffic.

*Names changed.


Has God changed your life, or someone you know, so dramatically that others want what you have? Isn’t God amazing to make us new when we choose to follow Him?

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the 
new has come!"2 Corinthians 5:17
This is part of a series called 31 Days of Change. To read others in this series, click the links below. 
Click here to read about Hearing God.

Day 1:   He Did What?!
Day 9:   Depression to Joy
Day 12:  Holding His Hand
Day 13:  Changed
Day 17:  Never the Same
Day 18:  The C Word
Day 19:  Punk to Pastor
Day 23:
Day 24:  All Fired Up
Day 26:  All Fired Up - Part 3
Day 27:  When the Father Ran 
Day 28:  A Little Hope Goes a Long Way in Prison
Day 29:
Day 30:
Day 31:
 









Blessings,

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

The C Word


         Roxanne had faith in God before, but she was changed after what He did for her. Here is her story:     
        "I never felt any lumps at all. It was found because of my annual mammogram. God is good and He was truly with me going through breast cancer. I had breast cancer surgery, a lumpectomy to remove the tumor. It was stage 1 cancer. I have a strong faith in God and of course, I was shocked the cancer was in my body. I had a peace from God going through this cancer journey and many prayers went up for me
         In surgery they removed the tumor, which was the size of the tip of my little finger.
The surgeon removed a lymph node to see if any cancer cells spread
to them. If cancer cells were found in lymph nodes that meant chemotherapy, I
sure did not want to go through that. Surgery was day surgery. I came out of
recovery with no effects at all, like I had not had major surgery. I was very
surprised. They said after surgery I would have pain and not feel good for 1-2 weeks.
I woke up the next day after the surgery with no pain at all.
         A lymph node was removed under my arm, with a two inch cut. No pain under my arm either. I am still amazed there was no pain from surgery. I should have had pain. Also, because a lymph node was removed, I was told I would most likely not be able to move my arm and would need to exercise my arm and maybe have therapy to get my arm moving all the way. I was concerned because I do sign language to worship at church and other Christian groups. I never had any problem with moving my arm at all. God was with me and many prayers went up for me going through this.
         6 1/2 weeks for 5 days a week I had radiation therapy. A friend said,
“Roxanne let’s pray God would not let radiation destroy any good cells and
only destroy bad cells.” So, I had others pray that also. All my doctors told me with
radiation, my skin would change, be dimpled because of the burning of radiation
and I would shrink in size on the side I was having radiation done. I was told I
would blister, be in pain, be tired, and need to put ointment on it. Some people have to take a break from radiation for a bit and recover before continuing. Radiation is like taking a steak and putting it in the hot sun outside and letting it fry. The steak would have a tough texture, and shrink from the heat.
         That was what I had to look forward to. But, I put my faith in God again. I joined a cancer support group at UNM Cancer Center, which has helped and supported me.
I prayed and others prayed and believed God would get me through this too, and He did. I did not blister, I did not get tired, I did not hurt, I did not shrink, my skin did not change.
         My doctors were amazed at how I looked going through radiation. I was told
by my surgeon, “You must have very good skin.” It was not my skin being good,
it was God. Good cells were saved. I did not look like I had radiation and never
really felt like I had it either. I wish I had pictures of the faces of doctors who saw me,
so shocked at how I looked and in less than 6 months after surgery, also my scars
from surgery could hardly be seen.
         I encourage women to put their faith in God going through cancer or any
sickness or disease. I also encourage woman to get mammograms every
year. If I had skipped my mammogram in 2010 it could have been a different


story, the tumor would have been bigger and may have spread to lymph nodes.

Some scriptures God put in my heart going through my cancer journey.

2 Corinthians 1 3-4. “Praise be to God and Father of our Lord Jesus
Christ, the Father of compassion and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our
troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we
ourselves have received from God.

Isaiah 41:10 “Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. I will help you, I will uphold you with my victorious right hand.”

         There is power in having faith in God and from prayers. I had peace most of
the time. I feel like I went through cancer treatment but didn't, like being in a fire
and not getting burned.
         I praise God and love Him for what He did for me and He can do it for others too.Trust Him. He is a good God and is always with us in what ever we go through. A song was put in my heart after surgery and it is called “God Will Make A Way,” it says, “God will make a way where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me.” He did make a way, and I love Him."


Have you seen God do something huge in your life? How did it change you?

         This is Day 18 of the 31 Days of Change series.If you would like to read previous year's series, click here to read about Our Adoption Adventure. Click here to read about Hearing God. If you would like to read other blogs and different topics you can go to Write31days.com.
Day 1:   He Did What?!
Day 9:   Depression to Joy
Day 12:  Holding His Hand
Day 13:  Changed
Day 17:  Never the Same
Day 18:  The C Word
Day 19:   Punk to Pastor
Day 21:
Day 23:
Day 24:  All Fired Up
Day 25:  All Fired Up - Part 2
Day 26:  All Fired Up - Part 3
Day 27:
Day 28:
Day 29:
Day 30:
Day 31:


Friday, October 14, 2016

12 Thoughts on Change
















Sometimes change is a choice and sometimes change is inevitable. Are you working on changing? Or do you want things to stay the same?

 

         For the month of October I am writing everyday on the power of God to change people's lives. To see all of the posts from 31 Days of Change, click one of the links below.

Day 1:   He Did What?!
Day 9:   Depression to Joy
Day 12:  Holding His Hand
Day 13:  Changed
Day 14:  12 Thoughts on Change
Day 17:  Never the Same
Day 18:  The C Word
Day 19:  Punk to Pastor
Day 21:  Is There Life After Prison?
Day 22:
Day 23:
Day 24:
Day 25:
Day 26:
Day 27:
Day 27:
Day 28:
Day 29:
Day 30:
Day 31: