(This is the continuation of Brian’s story. To start reading
from the beginning, click here.)
After two
years in prison, he was sent to a seven-month Federal Boot Camp Program. It was
designed to break 18-year-old out of control punks. Brian was 39 years old. It
was every bit as grueling physically and mentally as the 10-week military boot
camps, only it lasted twice as long. But God was with Brian, and gave him
strength and stamina to endure everything they put him through.
When he
completed the boot camp program, he was released to a halfway house in southern
New Mexico. Finally, he made it back to Albuquerque, where his wife and daughter
were waiting for him. They faithfully attended the church where they were
baptized. They grew in their love for the Lord and their knowledge of the
Bible.
Singing praise
songs to God had always been a meaningful part of Brian’s Christian walk. He
began volunteering with the worship team on Sunday mornings. The church offered
him a job doing janitorial and maintenance work. He worked in that position for
seven years, and continued to volunteer singing with the worship band.
Everyone who
met Brian, could tell there was something special about him. He had a
humbleness and peace that showed he walked closely with the Lord. He was an
encourager and genuinely cared about people. When he sang worship songs you could see his deep love for the Lord. He is a picture
of Luke 7:47, where Jesus said the sinful woman loved much, because she had
been forgiven much.
After seven years
working at the church, one of the Pastors asked Brian if he would put together
a band for the new mid-week service they would be starting called Living Free.
It would be geared toward people with hurts, hang-ups and habits who wanted to
break free and live their life for the Lord. Brian jumped at the opportunity.
He put together a band, with and for people who worshiped the Lord desperately
and authentically. This was real worship with people who held nothing back, but
were grateful to be forgiven and praised God for giving them a second chance
and a new life in Christ. Brian loved leading worship and being part of the
praise team.
Brian singing. |
As the church
grew, they opened a campus in Brian’s old neighborhood, where he used to deal
drugs years ago. They asked him if he would lead worship for that campus on
Sunday mornings, as well as continuing to lead worship on Wednesday nights at
Living Free. As time when on, it became clear to everyone, that Brian was
called by God to shepherd and Pastor the people in his old neighborhood. He is
now the Campus Pastor of the Sagebrush Highland Church.
It was hard
for him to give up leading worship because praising the Lord through music had
always been deeply meaningful to him. God brought him full circle. In a neighborhood that he used to destroy
with drugs, he now brings hope and healing through Jesus. It has been a
wild ride for him. God doesn’t waste any of our experiences and He has a plan
for redeeming everyone. Brian sees the irony in the fact that he can stand
outside the church and see the patch of land where he used to deal drugs.
It can be
overwhelming and depressing at times. This neighborhood has the highest
percentage of people being released from jail. Drugs and crime are prevalent.
People are desperate, sometimes just looking for their next meal for themselves
or their children. The church is there to help, both practically and
spiritually. They have a food pantry with free clothes, household items and
food for families in need. A medical team provides free medical and dental
care. There are vans to pick people up who don’t have transportation to the
church. They started a Living Free ministry at that location to bring help and
healing from addictions and other challenges.
Brian says
people ring the doorbell to his office all day long. They come in one by one
and, as Brian shares with them, they give their life to the Lord. It amazes
him. Life has been hard, but God has been good. Brian and his wife have been
together for 29 years, which is unheard of with most addictions and incarcerations.
A Bible verse
that is meaningful to him is Psalm 139:9-10:
“If I ride the wings
of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest ocean,
even there your hand
will guide me, and your strength will support me.”
Click here to listen to Brian sing Worn, by Tenth Avenue North.
Has God redeemed your life
from where you used to be?
What has been the biggest
change He has made in your life?
This is part of a series called 31 Days of Change. To read others in this series, click the links below.
Click here to read about Our Adoption Adventure.
Click here to read about Hearing God.
Day 1: He Did What?!
Day 2: Called Out in Class
Day 3: Stuck in the Desert
Day 4: Nicest Guy in Hell
Day 6: Mommy, You Need God - Part 1
Day 7: Mommy, You Need God - Part 2
Day 8: Meeting My Messiah
Day 9: Depression to Joy
Day 10: Seasons of Change
Day 11: In the Enemy's Ring
Day 12: Holding His Hand
Day 13: Changed
Day 14: 12 Thoughts on Change
Day 15: A Prodigal Daughter’s Journey
Day 16: What if God Never Calls?
Day 17: Never the Same
Day 18: The C Word
Day 19: Punk to Pastor
Day 20: Lessons After Class
Day 21: Is There Life After Prison?
Day 22: I Can Handle it On My Own
Day 23:
Day 24: All Fired Up
Day 25: All Fired Up - Part2
Day 26: All Fired Up - Part 3
Day 27: When the Father Ran
Day 28: A Little Hope Goes a Long Way in Prison
Day 30:
Day 31:
Robyn, You are such an amazing writer. Thank you for telling Brian's story so eloquently. I met him a few times at Riverside when we first moved here when he was still a janitor. I remember vividly his passionate love and humbleness that was so evident just visiting with him. I was so sorry to hear of his passing. Praying for his family and church family.
ReplyDeleteThanks Kristy! We just attended Brian's memorial service, he was such an amazing man. His love for Jesus is inspirational.
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